Winter Triptych
By Kendra Whitfield
I. Saturday
The sky is blue today.
Crystal sunlight glazes the snowy lawn
Shattered by the shadow of a passing raven.
I toss him leftover bacon. Hope he can find it through the fog of my breath.
“A Polar Vortex is expected to pummel the prairies with plummeting
temperatures and high wind chill values.”
Motors seize. Tires square. Cords snap.
We are stilled.
I cuddle into a blanket cocoon.
Spring is time enough for butterflies.
Cold grants us luxurious respite from quotidian tasks:
Un-attended meetings, un-run errands, un-held parties.
We gather in:
Share heat, light, laughter.
Praise the cold.
II. Sunday
Bulb-shattering mercury.
Lung-slicing diamonds hang in air
Too cold for snow, too clear for gravity.
“Extreme cold warnings are issued when very cold temperatures create an elevated risk
to health, such as frostbite and hypothermia.”
On the coldest days, I pull out memories:
My grandmother’s bread pans.
My father’s recipe for split pea soup.
My brother’s Aran sweater.
My mother’s electric blanket.
The cat abandons her sunbeam for my radiating lap and fingers that fondle her ears.
I drowse,
Belly and soul heavy with inherited comfort.
Praise the cold.
III. Monday
The patio door is frozen shut.
Thick frost pushes through the screens and thrusts
A thousand bone-white fingers at the double-glazing.
Sunshine flows like frozen honey.
Chickadees dart at the empty feeder.
A squirrel skitters frantically between pinecone stashes,
His frosted brain frazzling between survival imperatives:
Stay warm. Stay fed. Stay sheltered.
“Cover up. Frostbite can develop within minutes on exposed skin.
If it’s too cold for you to stay outside, it’s too cold for your pets to stay outside.”
I pass a snowbank piled high with garbage bags and Goodwill scarves,
Swaddled in discarded blankets.
He tells me he’s stargazing,
That the sky is never more beautiful than when the air is so
Treacherously clear.
Praise the cold.
Kendra Whitfield lives on the southern edge of the Northern Boreal Forest. When not writing, she can be found napping in sunbeams on the deck, or swimming laps at the local pool. Her work has appeared in the Rye Whiskey Review and the anthology We Were Not Alone (Community Building Art Works, 2021).
Instagram: @kendrarising
Twitter @beingthoreau